I'm a straight guy, I do have respect for women and I do not objectify them and I do not feel like I am a deviant or a pervert.
Everytime that I have a sexual thought, literally everytime I think about sex, I always fantasize about giving oral sex to a woman. I have no other sexual fantasies, nor do I have any fetishes. I just have this strong, insatiable desire to perform cunnilingus, and I do not know why. I'm disgusted with myself for having these feelings because It makes me feel like there must be something wrong with me, that it isn't normal. Is there a psychological reason for why I am so enthusiastic about it and why I have this desire? And is it normal?