I don't think you are alone in your feelings. Do some research and you may find that you arent. Good luck with the dancing, I hope it's what you are looking for.
i am finding more ppl that understand than i thought on here but i dont talk bout it ith hardly any of my friends - and i dont have alot of friends. i pushed most of the boys away years ago - i did not even get asked to my senior prom so i went with my girl cousin from another school. and the more reading i do on this i think our situation is really differnent cuz my dad has this complex towards me. like most girls go this long in that electra complex? but like i said that has turned into all my sexual addictions. other than that i think i am normal
and dancing was ok.. it was harder than i thought. my dad went and stayed the whole time so that helped. i would have been scared alone there. plus so many fat ugly guys that wanted a private dance... lol i avoided them and pretty much stayed by my dad. They offered me a job dancing 5 nights a week and I said i was gonna think bout it?? my dad has to drive me so idk. he liked it - lol