Maryjanewatson wrote:I cannot thank you all enough for your replies....
Loise: I believe that this may be the case. It is the greatest fear of all actually. When you say shadow on intimacy, do you mean that it follows me? I don't really think of it as a habit. But perhaps it is. I don't mean to do it. It just comes over flowing; I can't seem to stop or help it. I'm quite certain know of the negative experience you were referring to. orgasm. But this wonderful, excellent, mountaintop experience everyone refers to when you're talking about an orgasm, it is just not what I feel. The orgasm I experience is heavy. But a reminder, this only happens when I am alone. Yes, I feel that masturbation is only natural. That's why it hurts so much to think something so normal and natural, isn't coming and turning out to be so normal and natural for me.
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