Thank you for posting your story. I'm really glad to hear you're planning to attend an SAA meeting soon. I've been an SAA member for almost a year and it's been one of the most helpful tools in my recovery. I think being "ready to change" is absolutely key to recovery and you're about to take a huge step in that direction. I hope the meeting goes well and please let us know how you're doing.
Recovering sex and pornography addict
The magic of asking for help is not in the help, but in the asking.