I did homemade enemas for a while as a teen. *lol* I often forget how eclectic my taste in sexual stimuli really is. I used them consistently, maybe once every other week, for years, but then stopped because it just took too much time and got too inconvenient. I think I still might enjoy it on occasion, to be honest, but I choose not to in case my wife finds out, or I'm worried that if I did it once, it would turn into an addiction, and it really does take up a lot of time. I have enough of a problem with procrastination already.
Kevin, I usually made a very crude homemade enema with a rinsed empty 16 oz, (sometimes 2-liter), bottle. I removed the scratchy plastic ring of course then I'd fill it with water. [WARNING: A LITTLE GRAPHIC :-p]
I applied it by squeezing when the bottle's opening was... inserted, often with the help of Vaseline. [/END]
Shampoo bottles were often softer and more comfortable, but those weren't always available since I threw used bottles away.
I'm sorry I can't give you a surefire way to stop wanting to use enemas, Barrymd39. Maybe it could help if your wife gave you some anal stimulation in bed on occasion? When my wife uses a finger there it gives me at least part of that enema sensation. Granted, you don't get the nice full feeling followed by that great feeling of release, but it's better than nothing, right? Of course, if your wife is like mine she probably won't even consider giving you the enema herself even if you're brave enough to tell her you'd like it. Perhaps you wouldn't want that anyway, but if so, and you think there's a chance, maybe you could try asking her. Or maybe you could just spice things up between you by trying something different. My wife and I started using vibrators not too long ago, and she really loves it.
Sorry for the late response. I hope you get it. If not, maybe someone else will read this and find it semi-helpful.