My own family constantly HAS to make me feel less attractive than my sister. It's always been this way, that my sister is pretty "OMG! you're so prettyyyyyyyyy!!!!" huge smiles, then when it comes to me, "hi, how r u?" no big smiles. One time my cousin even asked me, "isn't (blank) so pretty?" Why would you ask me knowing that it would make me feel bad? my family not only thinks i'm ugly, but they disrespect my feellings as well. that's killing me twice. i said, "yes" what am I supposed to say, "no?" "kind of?" "what about me?" all those answers are wrong. i'm tired of being nice about this too.
people on the street kiss her ass sooo bad, it's sickening. do you do this? these girls at this store one time at the counter were so happy to deal with my sister, they were smiling and complimenting her stuff that she bought, all that and when it came to me tehy were like dead flat. Why? why do they have to be so openly rude??? you can't pretend at least and be nice to me as well? and its embarrassing in front of my sister, to have her see that. That I possibley am not worth as much as her? Also my little cousins they are girls and you know how yyoung girls like pretty older girls? they love my sister but they don't care as much about me for some reason. why? because i'm not pretty? I was driving and at a red light where some guy was waiting at a bus stop, no way was i interested in this person in a romantic way. I looked at him, just like you nhotice people sitting at a bus stop. He looked back at me, gave me this look of disgust and put his head down. I wanted to go out of my car and rip his face off. I didn't know what to do. but it's ridiculous because i'm not ugly. if you seen me you'd probably be surprised at what I'm telling you. Also i was at a bar a couple weeks ago and looked up at this guy he gave me this scowl and look of disgust. i hardly feel sexy anymore and my sex life is pretty much on hold.
I'm slender have pretty eyes, nice hair, nice skin. I'm tired of people TRYING to make me feel like $#%^. Why do this to me or anyone? i have so many other stories besides these.
I read on some other person's post that she was in class and this unattractive girl walked into a room and alllll the guys groaned as if her looks insulted them.
What is THAT? Some guy responded saying the reason is because ugly women have no idea they're ugly and they will hit on them. so out of fear and to "protect himself" a guy needs to be insulting to "ugly" people. So guys must thiink i want to hit on them all the time. Not true at all, i have a specific taste in men and will not just go for anyone, especially by looks alone.
I get treated like crap, because I am unattractive to their eyes. It's ruined my life and i feel that it is hard for me to be happy inside because i know how people view me. I'm not perfect inside eitehr, but i'm working on it. working on my self-discipline, tolerance, etc. I'm not an angel by any means though. I also work on my appearance too, i get my eyebrows done, wear makeup, dress cute. I don't know what else to do. My self-esteem is crap.
Somebody help me, maybe someone who's been through the same?