friendly human voices in my head

sabakunogaara wrote:so you're doing well with the meds, great !
but tell me, are these the only effects ? gain of weight and sleepiness ? doesn't it affect your reactions ? what about the sexuality, isn't it affected ?
if not then one thing I can tell, it is a very good treatement ! and you should stick with it
make more sports, join a gym, or buy the p90x program to get ripped in 3 mounths so you'll have more chances with girls
find a passion, music, painting, reading... concentrate on living your life 100% ! this should keep those bastards in your head away from you

haha... apparently there are other side effects... but trust me weight gain and sleepiness are the only things you notice....

it'd be nice to get ripped... but man... that's for another day..lol..

actually i do have a passion or a hobby... which i would like to turn into a career as an earner... i like to write....

i always liked to read... really liked science fiction... classic writers like asimov... now i'm working on something which i hope can earn me some money... and in the long term... help me test the waters in this field to see where i can go... or how hard i must work... its a good life for people like me if this idea for a career works out... as its enjoyable and stress free...

this post might seem out of topic... but i mentioned this because the reason i got down to writing in the first place... was because when i was neck deep in my psychotic episode... one of the female characters in my head... told me to write about my experiences... and turn my episodes into some kind of creative work... as a way to earn money and get myself out of the deepsht i was in at that time... i was a dropout... and was in a mess... but i haven't heard from this character since...

so it's really funny when i think of it... really really funny or strange per say... now that i'm rationale... i'm committed to this hobby... even though it stemmed from my episodes..

great ! absolutely great ! making of that thing that you've got an advantage, that is talent !
I mean, I tried many times to write a story, but I don't have enough imagination, even now, I'm a musician, I try to compose, but, I really don't know what to talk about,
you've been through some weiiird experiences in your delusions I think, so writing that on a book, or trying to make a story of it, maybe a fictionnal story, or watever you want could become a succesfull story,
I know what you're talking about, in our heads their is an infinite world I know it because I experienced it and I think everyone did, through dreams
I've seen and been part of some amazing and emotional stories but in my head when I was sleeping
argh if only I could remember all my dreams, but thats another topic
and try the lucid dreams, personaly I've failed every time I've tempeted to be a lucid dreamer, but you should try it !
sorry I'm out of topic again