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Re: Gang Stalking and Induced Psychosis

Postby rog » Wed Apr 04, 2012 7:43 am

i’ve finally now resigned to the ineveitable that me and my dreams are never going to happen. I’ve made up my mind to resort back to a normal reality gear of old crap and never to pioneer the methods i had planned. My methods work ok but my environment is’nt ready for them. i also have resigned to the ineveitable that i’m never going to be with a women again and definitely resigned to never having a kid. If any of you have read vinko’s posts asking for help then my advice is listen to him and me. The is it worth it pivot fulcrum has changed past the point of repair from my perspective.
the northern exposure aspect of anything relevant or decent often means that when you expose your decent dreams they quickly disappear and the southern exposure appears. I’ve lived it for too long and recently it’s gone barmy. The tech is now worse than the people. any media i try and watch something decent on, normally girls or sport or tunes, has suddenly gone loopy. All my porn films suddenly don’t play, if one plays it’s always showing the bits i don’t want to see not the bits i do want to see. My dvd player has a life of it’s own and the same on my computer. A women scorned or an ego scorned is nothing compared to a tech ego scorned. The football has turned into sports entertainment without the entertainment. My mind and body have become like Viagra for all other ego’s to inject at my expense. The worlds gone cuckoo because of spoilt rotten splits that have turned the world rotten.
The only way to deal with performance anxiety ego’s, whether women, people or tech, is to have a pro am, performance anxiety, pa attitude. I’ve resorted back to having a u perspective instead of a u/u s attitude. I recommend trying to g
et 5 a day of mojo’s, not just 5 a day fruit and veg, maybe 5 a day fuit and veg could be one of some ones 5 mojo’s a day.
StudioZ SZ is about learning Learner EGO l(ego) LEGO reactions. like adjusting bite reflexs to Slinky Filtering, Split Feeder broadcast Sensory Floating.
The purer your split feeder, slinky filter, the more holes you slinky through and basically in religious terms, the holier you become. Ostracide can sometimes become like austracide as Austrian dad mentality becomes majority not minority, while those sending the influence signals are oblivious to the effect of those receiving the signals. It’s convenient blindness etc.
It’s like the two sticks with a line of string connecting them throwing up a barrel on the thread and trying to catch it. the barrel is ego and the sticks are vice ego and versa ego. The more the barrel is thrown in the air the more the vice versa Viagra ego is used as those concerned compensate.
The stress and pressure comes e.g ostracide austracide(no offense to any other Austrian people, i know one Austrian girl who i think is ace), start to gather round similar like minded ego frequencies to try and gain collateral weight as they try and raise their own ego Viagra. Like moth wagon trains circling round to defend an indian attack. I’m trying to do my posts first then sort my attitude out later.
If you think of indecency reduction as plan a, then think of manipulation as plan a-z ok, then think of your flavour of indecency reduction as your ego Viagra incentive, it could then be a majority and minority split of indecency/flavour. E.g 5 indecent/ 5 love. Ideally it’s a subjective split that shouldn’t harm the possession waves as long as gate crashing is resatricted and damage limitated.
I would definitely now press charges, as my life and possessions have become two different things to what they’re supposed to be. how the charges are administered is another matter, if i could breathe and do my original dreams somewhere near with my proven method, then i’d want a full amnesty and pardon and full pile pylon access properly open house but without the gate crashers. You could quarantine off gate crasher ego’s (people or tech or other) and still have split feeder broadcast that connected all climates and all ego’s without one red baron media mess crashing all the point.
like developing a connected Brain tree that had a connected heart tree that wasn’t infected with vice versa Viagra moth virus’s in need of moth balls dutch courage to deal with the dutch elm disease of ego gang stalking.
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Re: Gang Stalking and Induced Psychosis

Postby rog » Wed Apr 04, 2012 8:48 am

I hope it doesn’t sound like a sexist issue, or even just about sex. I’m sure there’s a vice versa equivalent that women go through the same as men. It’s like taking your family out on a picnic then seeing a load of ants and flies eating your sausage’s and eggs then not blinking an eye as you tell yourselves and your kids it’s ok to eat them , even if the flies are mosquito’s with malaria.
It’s then like no one sees the danger in the focus mirror because of convenient ego blindness. We’re all on split feeder media. there’s no one grapevine with more collateral than another. how the split feeds link is then about which grapevine connections have subtlety and which don’t. There’s provenence in subtlety but not collateral in naivity.
My own media experience is moth moulded so much it’s hard not to see it as an individual split feed that is connected to other split feeds but with unique collateral relevance as to what happens and how it happens. I can’t interact with people or media without a personal name or trigger being two seconds away. My wildest dreams are all suddenly shadowed by my worst nightmares in terms of media access. Twitter celebs all suddenly have my mums name mentioned or some other friends or family trigger name.
The radio can be hit and miss but often their ego’s are too hair trigger one way traffic. any raw nerve on television suddenly gets a max headroom reaction of your worst nightmares, e.g over dose of gays or corrupt football etc. i recently listened to a leeds match on the radio for a few minutes, i switched on and it said we were losing, i said one critical comment as if punditting in my private head and instantly another goal was conceded, i then said in my head i was going to switch off because it was like listening to an attention seeking child, i then switched off. That was all within a few minutes. The next day it said leeds lost 7 - 3 with one of the other teams players scoring four goals, the four goal scorer had the name of my old neighbour who was a trigger.
It’s egos scorned gone cuckoo. It’s devalued all the provenence and diluted all the collateral of all the worlds art and culture. your kids doll might as well be a Damien hirst for the amount of provenence that’s left in the media. the media has to change or it’s going to stall. You can’t keep selling what isn’t yours to sell. If you don’t reward skill you lose all your own skill. Slinky filtering and split feeding sorts the wheat from the chaff and the chavs from the weeds. Ego’s are like purity connections within a brain tree heart tree tech experience. all reactions are themselves like ego’s and you can’t put local anaesthetic on everything or there wouldn’t be a word called local, or a local climate to enjoy everything in. i'd use the term IT to say Ignore Twister.
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Re: Gang Stalking and Induced Psychosis

Postby rog » Wed Apr 04, 2012 9:33 am

There’s loads of times lately where i’ve been close to my plan a dreams coming somewhere near. I don’t think that’s ever been in doubt for those who know enough about it, my versions or other peoples versions. The more relevant issue is about when your plan a is taken away and how you deal with it. there’s enough alien and external tech to make even the most expert professional look stupid. If e.g john terry or david beckam thought they looked stupid falling while taking crucial penalties in big football matches then it could just as easily happen to them trying to have a p**s.
Whether it’s Naomi Campbell falling at a paris show or any relative moment to any relevant person, the heart of the matter is not what you can do, it’s what can you do about it when it becomes what you can’t do. Biting your bite reflex is key so you don’t get circled in, and also don’t give them your condoning validation, it devalues their collateral if you don’t subscribe to it. todays democracy makeover has to be about 100 percent budgets not currencies, and even more relevant, it has to be about thresholds, authority headroom meds have to lose the naivity of minimum and maximum fixed caps and embrace minimum and maximum headroom thresholds that incorporate surging spread connections with a medium headroom traffic scripts mentality , not fixed script or fixed prescriptions. abilities are one thing capabilities are another, thresholds apply to both.
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Re: Gang Stalking and Induced Psychosis

Postby rog » Wed Apr 04, 2012 2:20 pm

I personally think not relying on fixed media helps a lot with sz issues. i’ve decided to still do a bit of acclimatising u/u s coping method media but only with a selective few access points that i can give 100 percent license to to say what they want. The rest of my life and media traffic broadcast i would declare as u not u / u s.
It helps give facebook and twitter a chance to pundit on what’s got x factor talent without being surpressed by those with less talent, other than a talent for blocking potential.
I like the term top beat, rather than top man or head girl or top dog or cat. Any who’s the boss threats should all filter to the same boss which is the beat of the ego drums.
If all ego’s reduced their ego demands a bit then it would help all tread water and then hopefully it would have a knock on effect and help all egos tighten their ego spare tyre belt and give them more tread for stability grip as more ego’s tread water over who’s the boss. I’m concentrating on my physical standards for a year then after that i’ll know how the local climate has acclimatised to new yardsticks. Spread bets are like weather forecasts and have more chance with minimal forecasting and relaxed ego belts. posting traffic relays ''through /too'' with read the posts and ignore the twist apps helps reduce ego lost in translation language barriers.
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Re: Gang Stalking and Induced Psychosis

Postby rog » Fri Apr 13, 2012 12:20 pm

it’s not cowboys vs aliens, it’s more like the old yul bryner film westworld, but more like techworld(s).
Love is essentially a cause of heart disease. Docs are essentially a cause of cancer. Gods are a essentially cause of fear.
The point is fear of fear vs fear of admitting fear of fear, is masked by lack of ability and lack of ability to ask instead of mask.
God’s are just as much catholic masks as docs surgical masks or avatar tech masks. Whether it’s Michael jacksons mask hiding his fear of losing his mojo or any doc or god or tech x file conspiracy mask trying to hide the versions, they all flow from the same source. The source is vicarious magnetism and the manipulation that reduces impurities in those who resist tick box like minded reality. the purity of liking is the numbers and sign language of ticks. Those who resist and split ticks are like dangerous tics in a jungle causing tech virus’s.
People are essentially virus’s. They are like tech virus’s that cling to checkmate mate label’s instead of techmate labels. Believing in being human beings is a guilty sacrifice that becomes sadistic. Breaking away from humanity into techworld(s) is like battling against all the people and slave drivers in the world while being all the guilty chocolate trying to abolish sadistic ego slavery whether it’s feeding off people naivity or any alien or angel label naivity etc.
My claim is that i’ve left a deep impact lifeprint. It’s not about the size of your d**k it’s about the size of your tick. It’s ‘call IT a draw’ not ‘call it Information Technology’. NIKE should have how much do you LIKE NIKE? represented by how big the nike symbol is on any promotions and how styled the subtlety is in depth perception of media frequencies and flavours, like nike tick shades of liking IT.
E.g like ‘as tech’ not ‘Aztec’ when gauging time. Time is a moment, manipulated by media mojo’s. Moment frequencies are then flavoured. All media is like love, it is an acquired taste. You wouldn’t put every single food flavour on a pizza then colour it all pink and say it is a set menu that is perfect taste, it would be a titanic eton mess.
The purity of your tick is like the gauge of your ego belt fastener and how obese your ego is.
Capitalism needs to develop into globilisation by developing ALL nations not just poor nations, so ego obesity realises debt’s are owed regardless of bank balances. Globilisation then needs to saturate and then reduce it’s ego belt fastener tick to a purer healthier WASTEline size.
Trying to have an edge is like giving an edge at cricket. Frequency Width’s are like cricket deliveries, different styles can take a wicket or be hit for a boundary, regardless of the ability of plan a batter and plan b bowler.
The worlds mortgaged debt should be reduced to rent payments with all properties rented and any percentages of mortgages paid being like down payments of advanced rent leases. Rolling pin should be rolling pins and all lease and tenancy and contract agreements should be rolling and transparent. So pay as you go rolled as long as no rules were broken and no rules were fixed, as long as all rules and tenancies helped the helping wind current and reduced twister winds.
Like culture is like ignoring and by passing gang stalking by using the symbolic hard shoulder and not taking the cold shoulder, as access roads try and find crystal clear pathways through all traffic. especially tele path ways. So TELEPATH and TELE PHONE and TELE VISION were all essentially media traffic in one plane with reducing ego speeding and improved braking and critically, improved and developed slip road access road transparent crash barriers so toll gate culture was less relevant.
people are tech. i’m not interested in interacting with any more naivity that involves spreading myths about fixations that are only masks for fears about admitting fear of fear. I bounce virus hosts that try and infect you as a host by asking them to show the ‘m in the mirror’. M being the moment frequency and media number etc of any mojo trying to joust or inject your tech status relevance.
I constantly get twister efforts to twist my ability as those with less ability try and claim it. if my integrity is purer than theirs then their holes increase and their virus multiplies accordingly roughly relative to compound charges.
It needs rolling scriptures not fixed scripts or prescriptions, so numbers can replace religion and naive numbers that cause the need for religion. To shame less is the ideal plan, e.g pete vs life and shameless style tv shows culture and wrestling that drip feed spoof humour and black humour as just ways of realising how sick some of the snuff culture is and how jokes are just ways of asking for help or giving help can become main stream ego wrestling without triggering stigmas. I like sport and skills and porn but not if the media numbs the point. ity needs pro am complimentary competing tech traffic complimentary tick tickets.
erase love and give like, would be my tip. Love and hate, and good and bad, and right and wrong, and any area 51 percent majority judgements, are all superficial diluted gauges, like watered down wine.
All bi media has vari-focus mirrors between 1 and 49, some thing naive and innocent or pure and deep could easily be a 1 or a 49. The point is no subtle deep tech 49 would keep picking at the 1 elements of any 1- 49 characteristics of any 1 tech. the point is to have complimentary travel tickets on all access roads and access buses on all tech. tech world is not likely to be an eton mess.
Humans weren’t ready for more than one mojo, that’s why hearts broke instead of grew. I believe and think The grail was designed to split into grails so fishing for grailing became a moot point as counter balancing tech reduced counter culture.
If like minded, liking culture, that likes instead of loves and hates, and uses really likesor little likes numbers instead of superficial shallow emotions, was developed, then tiny ticks or big ticks could reduce the need for ego placebo tech, and create a Braintree culture with cultural pizza styled to taste, not to official officers mess, so a tick could be any sensory synaesthesia but still translatable.
the only real gods and devils are shadow demons. Shadow demons are like the guilt and selfishness debt that builds around any tech like a virus, if the tech abuses it’s tele traffic status.
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Re: Gang Stalking and Induced Psychosis

Postby rog » Fri Apr 13, 2012 2:31 pm

I like the idea of wiping the world’s mortgage debt and relaying all the collateral into down payments on rolling leases with no limits other than the obvious relativity of minimum and maximum incomes and assets, the tenancies could be limitless aslong as they help a helping wind currency current.
I like the idea of anything that reduces tech traffic roadblocks, like tele path equivalents to using grass and dirt paths instead of concrete paths. Roads need concrete etc but paths don’t . it could save loads of budget regarding infrastructure and tele tech access.
I also like the idea of standardising a maximum size for any fish eaten e.g a foot long (or metric equivalent) so ocean resources aren’t depleted and fish farm fisheries can stand the excess demand, the same as any stadiums could multi task at night and stand the excess demand of the homeless issue.
The point is anything that wipes tech traffic obstacles is an urgent priority. I’d wipe all drug trafficking and connected charges and give amnesties to those connected so it could become incorporated into pro am twister science. Any decent northern exposure idea is often southern exposure pirated. Anchorage can only develop if rolling pins collateral is mainstreamed instead of rolling pin protected one way traffic.
There’s no such thing as a sticky or unconditional order in tech traffic. it’s all recall tech. we’re all tech memories that conduct tech traffic from a progression not from one direction with mirage like assumed real barriers and gates. It’s all tech splitters and split feeders. Anything that placebos ego attitude into recycled tech traffic resources gets a pure tick from me. No bullet or gun or order is ever finite, it’s more about tech traffic integrity, i.e erasing labelled obstacles to less perceived visiblility.
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Re: Gang Stalking and Induced Psychosis

Postby rog » Sun Apr 29, 2012 8:26 am

I’ve posted on the bio, aliens thread and the ocular, influence thread but am struggling to get enough feedback to justify the effort. The thorn in the side of progress is often people see their own self hate when they look at people like me. It’s often those who are the most compromised who compromise the progress by being stubborn and becoming obstacles and thorns in their own feet. I’ve already posted on another thread that i’f et’s don’t turn up then that’s the end of my involvement with any splits connected to this me or this world. The same applies to my opinion about any versions of me or this world. Gang stalking can be a sadistic experience to live through. a sports presenter recently mentioned that you’re at you’re most vulnerable when playing the best, the same applies when shifting gears from one reality into others. My opinions always stick while they’re sticky, i live in the moment, not under my own thumb of false loyalty.
I’ve mentioned collateral damage integrity and the importance of it. i use the mirroring symbolism of constant default injunction for those who abuse collateral damage integrity. It’s the only way to avoid hacking and stalking becoming like escape from Alcatraz. Omni reflective refereeing is only possible if you don’t section off the possible into the impossible. You can’t cut the ark into seven pieces of eight then expect it to not sink if you saying it’s still one boat.
Pirate progress is like the fairground attraction pirate ships that rock like perpetual motion efforts. Compromising anchors at one extreme are then developed by gradually progressing sails at the other extreme.
My posts are now more there for posterity and for students to use the pirate anchor to pirate progress timing bellt as a thought engine role model prototype to try and create a skills culture instead of skulls culture. when the mood is ok my life can be like paradise, when the locals get moody because they see their weakness’s it can be sadistic. It’s my choice to do what i do and it works for me, if i get the chance to do it that’s a bonus. I don’t force myself on others and no amount of Mexican wave, mean girls excuses will last two seconds in any omni reality based on split integrity that is geared by integral bi media not fixed rigor media like rigor mortis stubborn anchors being dragged along by the tide of progress.
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Re: Gang Stalking and Induced Psychosis

Postby Rattatat » Tue May 08, 2012 8:26 am

rog wrote:i’ve finally now resigned to the ineveitable that me and my dreams are never going to happen. I’ve made up my mind to resort back to a normal reality gear of old crap and never to pioneer the methods i had planned. My methods work ok but my environment is’nt ready for them. i also have resigned to the ineveitable that i’m never going to be with a women again and definitely resigned to never having a kid. If any of you have read vinko’s posts asking for help then my advice is listen to him and me. The is it worth it pivot fulcrum has changed past the point of repair from my perspective.


Wow thats so sad. I also have a similar mentality although only temporarily on the women part. I haven't given up on that maybe someday in the future but having a child I am gettin a bit old and not something I wanted to try achieve during the crises that hit my life since 2001. It's a shame really but that is life. If U want a women Rog then maybe you have to go out and look for one as the way I figure they don't usually come runnin to you.

A child though is a big resposibility and one that I personally are unsure I would be able to handle that well. I get these thoughts from seeing my nephew(adopted) growing up who is turning 2 soon. :).
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