i’ve finally now resigned to the ineveitable that me and my dreams are never going to happen. I’ve made up my mind to resort back to a normal reality gear of old crap and never to pioneer the methods i had planned. My methods work ok but my environment is’nt ready for them. i also have resigned to the ineveitable that i’m never going to be with a women again and definitely resigned to never having a kid. If any of you have read vinko’s posts asking for help then my advice is listen to him and me. The is it worth it pivot fulcrum has changed past the point of repair from my perspective.
the northern exposure aspect of anything relevant or decent often means that when you expose your decent dreams they quickly disappear and the southern exposure appears. I’ve lived it for too long and recently it’s gone barmy. The tech is now worse than the people. any media i try and watch something decent on, normally girls or sport or tunes, has suddenly gone loopy. All my porn films suddenly don’t play, if one plays it’s always showing the bits i don’t want to see not the bits i do want to see. My dvd player has a life of it’s own and the same on my computer. A women scorned or an ego scorned is nothing compared to a tech ego scorned. The football has turned into sports entertainment without the entertainment. My mind and body have become like Viagra for all other ego’s to inject at my expense. The worlds gone cuckoo because of spoilt rotten splits that have turned the world rotten.
The only way to deal with performance anxiety ego’s, whether women, people or tech, is to have a pro am, performance anxiety, pa attitude. I’ve resorted back to having a u perspective instead of a u/u s attitude. I recommend trying to g
et 5 a day of mojo’s, not just 5 a day fruit and veg, maybe 5 a day fuit and veg could be one of some ones 5 mojo’s a day.
StudioZ SZ is about learning Learner EGO l(ego) LEGO reactions. like adjusting bite reflexs to Slinky Filtering, Split Feeder broadcast Sensory Floating.
The purer your split feeder, slinky filter, the more holes you slinky through and basically in religious terms, the holier you become. Ostracide can sometimes become like austracide as Austrian dad mentality becomes majority not minority, while those sending the influence signals are oblivious to the effect of those receiving the signals. It’s convenient blindness etc.
It’s like the two sticks with a line of string connecting them throwing up a barrel on the thread and trying to catch it. the barrel is ego and the sticks are vice ego and versa ego. The more the barrel is thrown in the air the more the vice versa Viagra ego is used as those concerned compensate.
The stress and pressure comes e.g ostracide austracide(no offense to any other Austrian people, i know one Austrian girl who i think is ace), start to gather round similar like minded ego frequencies to try and gain collateral weight as they try and raise their own ego Viagra. Like moth wagon trains circling round to defend an indian attack. I’m trying to do my posts first then sort my attitude out later.
If you think of indecency reduction as plan a, then think of manipulation as plan a-z ok, then think of your flavour of indecency reduction as your ego Viagra incentive, it could then be a majority and minority split of indecency/flavour. E.g 5 indecent/ 5 love. Ideally it’s a subjective split that shouldn’t harm the possession waves as long as gate crashing is resatricted and damage limitated.
I would definitely now press charges, as my life and possessions have become two different things to what they’re supposed to be. how the charges are administered is another matter, if i could breathe and do my original dreams somewhere near with my proven method, then i’d want a full amnesty and pardon and full pile pylon access properly open house but without the gate crashers. You could quarantine off gate crasher ego’s (people or tech or other) and still have split feeder broadcast that connected all climates and all ego’s without one red baron media mess crashing all the point.
like developing a connected Brain tree that had a connected heart tree that wasn’t infected with vice versa Viagra moth virus’s in need of moth balls dutch courage to deal with the dutch elm disease of ego gang stalking.