OMG, you are the first person Ive ever heard say this!
I seriously thought that I was the only one!
It is so horrible.
I clearly dont know for sure what it is but Ill tell you my experience with it..
I have schizophrenia (I dont know if they are the same thing!
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In the beginning I demonstrated symptoms of schizophrenia (paranoia, I thought the radio was talking to me ect.)
But I started to twitch, and I thought I could communicate with the twitches.
I couldnt hear any voices yet, but I asked the twitch if I would hear its voice and it signaled yes.
So I had a spiritual awakening and delusions that came along with that.
But I remember the first time it happened to me, sometime around late 2009.
I was asleep and it made me dream that I was having sex with my ex boyfriend.
I also felt sensations.
I so felt like I was being raped as well.
And it wasnt always in my sleep.
I thought this was a demon that I had to overcome, as a test.
And I had to resist it sexually.
Its happened about 6 times since, the most recent being last night!
I tried hard with God on my own to cast it out, it didnt work.
And it didnt help having a voice playing like it was God.
I havent found any pastor that has tried an exorcism, but Im still looking.
I just dont know if it even is a demon because it doesnt fit with the possession characteristics.
Im wondering why/how you would hurt someone while your asleep?
You said your tounge moves, that seems like my twitch.
Its not random all of the time. It twitches along with what its saying in my mind as if to emphasize its words.
It can twitch along with words that other people speak, as they are saying them!
It can blink my eyes, and wink my right eye.
These are all signals and ways of communicating with me.
The worst part is that it does something similar to my brain, even tho the brain isnt a muscle.
It feels like its trying to tear my brain.
It used to be really bad and it would jerk my neck and slash my brain simultaneously.
My voices told me it/they would kill me if I attempted an exorcism, and i believed.
omg i just remembered, one night I asked it if it would go away in Jesus name and it shook my head no.
I dont know what kind of entity can do this.
I havent been on meds regularly.
But Im thinking Ill try because the episode last night scared me.
I dont know what to do, and I dont know how much advice I can give.
I guess all I can give is conformation and comfort that your not alone.
And we could keep eachother posted as we deal with this throughout our lives.
Because noone else around me understands.
Btw, are you a boy or a girl? How old are you?
Me, F/22
Hope to talk to you soon!