I don't think I'm schizophrenic either, but I've hallucinated twice.
- The first time was at night. I woke up and heard some rustle coming from the side of my pillow. I looked up and saw a huge spider with the size of a hand. I jumped out of my bed and gazed at it from a little distance while being shocked. I put on the light for a better view, after which it was suddenly gone.
- The second time, somewhere around the morning, I suddenly noticed a lot of maggots were coming out of a corner of the ceiling of my bedroom. I knew it was very unlikely but it scared me anyway. To see it better, I put on my glasses without shifting my gaze and they were still there. They were huge, and they started to spread all over the ceiling and walls. I looked up to see if there were any crawling above me which could possibly fall down on me. I didn't saw any directly above me, so I looked back at the corner and suddenly, everything there was gone.
I talked about the second one with my psychiatrist. She asked whether I noticed any change when I put on my glasses, but I don't remember. I would say my sight,
including the hallucinated part, became less blurry when I put on my glasses. Is this possible? I asked it in this
thread a while ago, but nobody replied.
Tyler77 wrote:Hi.
As someone who has experienced hallucinations since 2011, I can say for the most part, that I am able to tell most of mine aren't real, due to how absurd they are. One of my hallucinations, I went outside to check the mail, and I look on my neighbors front porch, and there is a sheep, just standing there, doing nothing. "baaws" at me, and then I walk inside my house. Let me explain that I live nowhere near farms. Then, whenever I was at work (grocery store), I saw a bunny rabbit come out from around the corner. This isn't in the back of the store, or the front, this is in the dairy section. I was completely psychotic and at rock bottom when this happened, and I thought it was real, so I chased after it. I got really close to it, and then it started running away. Then, all of a sudden, it disappeared out of thin air. Then, one day, I walked out of my room and into my living room, and there was a wolf. It didn't growl at me, it didn't howl, it just stood there. I walked around it and went to the kitchen to make a sandwich, and while I was doing so, it got up on the couch and sat on it. It sat in the middle, while my two dogs sat on the sides of it. I went into my living room to grab my phone so I could take a picture of it, and when I went back out, it was gone. I looked for it, believe me, and it was nowhere to be found.
Those are the only three times I've hallucinated and they were animals. I've seen other things, such as hands and feet coming through the wall, silhouettes of people running at me, demons, angels, all sorts of things.
Did you consider all of these hallucinations as disturbing? A sheep and a bunny rabbit running through the grocery store sound pretty harmess to be, especially compared to some of your other hallucinations such as hands and feet coming through the wall and demons.