Do you find yourself particularly interested in evil?Somewhat, yes.
Villains or Anti-Heroes in movie or cartoonsAlways prefer the villain. They actually have depth; the writer's goal is to make you detest them, but still see something to admire in them. That way, they're something relatable. Superheroes however, don't have that. They're too "perfect" to us; non-corruptible. That's not human. The Joker, for instance. He was corrupted. He created his own religion, and countless people follow him. That's amazing. Batman- a masked rich guy who fights bad people... without killing them 'cause he hates guns. I prefer the ruthless vigilante who guns down evil. "Solves it," permanently. The Joker again, in the movies, killed only the "bad" people. He was much like Bat-man, except his methods were exacting. I like the definite sense.
Sexual partnersI've always wanted a woman stronger than I am; one who
could unflinchingly drown a kitten in a toilet, but had the moral power not to. I wanted one rough and sort of abusive, but mostly because the idea of turning the tables on her in bed would give me a lot of "wiggle room,"
Yup. Lots of fantasies there.
ReligionI've always favored the good guy here; never the "bad guy." What's right is right, what's wrong is wrong. I don't care so much for what's wrong, but am liberal with the gray area. Lucifer? Bad guy. Jesus, God? Good guys. But, I hate that our society thinks Gandhi said "an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind." He never said that. Rape the rapist; kill the killer. Lock them in prison forever, and the tax dollars start to moan...
HistoryI "cheer" for the bad guy, but only because I think our modern teachings are laden with propaganda and lies... Ever notice how every "enemy" America has ever had is almost demonic? I look past that. Not because I admire their evil nature, but because I know that the whole "lust for power" concept is completely contrived. Every dictator who ever came to power didn't do so because he was a narcissistic jerk, but because he truly believed he knew what was good for his people... Just so happens killing their enemies was the recourse they took. Wrong,
to a certain extent.VideogamesI judge them based on character. The more interesting, the better. Games like Far Cry 3 illustrate this. I always like to find the motive of the "bad guy." Playing super-hero games, I'd like a shot to side with the villain.
Generally though, I actually *try* to avoid running people over. Then it happens, and I just say screw it...
Black Humour.I enjoy quite a bit of black humor. It makes Tarantino movies very enjoyable to me.
Athletes (against fair play)Survival of the fittest. Frankly, I believe these modern-day gladiators are overpaid. That money could go towards education.
Misanthrope PhilosophiesHumans are evil. No doubt about that. But they are also good; I see that in them from time to time, beyond the self-indulgent behavior they act on. They're bad because they know not what they do.
To be against for the sake of being againstNever.
I mean do you consider yourself evil?I could become the bad-guy at the end of the movie, yes. But, I can just as easily save your life and feel good about it. It all depends; where do I want to be?
It relates to our generation, not necessarily SPD. More people buy Mein Kampf than ever, now. People are anti-semites, people hate capitalists, people hate religion, people hate people. It's a symptom of the culture, and sometimes it's misdiagnosed as mental illness- unless our culture breeds that, which in turn shows a comorbidity between moral decline and mental illness...
That aside, much of what I believe about evil is linked back to history. Evil to me, and evil to the modern culture, are two different things. Modern "society," and "civilization" itself is a fabrication of reality. People kill people. It's what they do. Pacifying them, denying them that nature, aims for a utopian "ideal" that will only lead to the need for a federal entity to kill them instead. Probably by unleashing the beast trapped within... I don't know though. It seems to me like the larger the population, the more resentful and dissociated they become with one another. "Big city mentality" up against rural lifestyle, ya' dig? We're increasingly populist, and we don't like it. At some point though, we'll decide to declare open season on humans. There simply isn't enough wealth in resources to support 10 billion selfish assholes.