Samantha_E wrote:There is nothing wrong with having that fantasy, you could even tell your boyfriend if you trust him enough, and you could act it out if he likes it too. If you have moral issues with looking up survivor stories then maybe it is best to stop, but that might not be easy. If you do want to stop, maybe a good place to start would be to look up fictional stories instead of real life ones. Reading it from the person is happened to is arousing, but reading a description of it can be equally arousing. I would not suggest meeting someone on Craigslist, that can be dangerous, but just fantasising about it is not hurting anyone.
pink wrote:this is exactly how i was now its got much much worse i want to end my life over this fantasy i get turned on and masturbate thinking about covering a young girl down there in lube me fingering her then watching my boyfriend gently and slowly have sex with her id never do it but it makes me sick having these thoughts i dont no how to make them stop if anyone has any advice please help me im female