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Re: Have you tried to reduce your libido?

Postby Pig » Tue Jul 24, 2012 4:57 am

pink wrote:Naa thats a whole different problem mate but Id be more worried about there mates visiting ...

Sorry, but I didn't understand. What do you mean?
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Re: Have you tried to reduce your libido?

Postby Pig » Sat Aug 11, 2012 4:01 pm

I thought I could tell something about my present situation.

I've said before that I'm not going to take another injection. Maybe I'm not going to take it. But I don't really know if I want to take it or not. I would like to be attracted to adults as much as I am attracted to kids. I don't accept my pedophilia or my attraction to 9-13yo boys.

I've said chemical castration doesn't help me. However, it lowers my libido. Currently I need to orgasm only every three weeks and even when I'm doing that it needs a LOT of work.

A good thing is that I've managed to get aroused by watching a legal porn video of an attractive 18yo boy. The video is somewhat arousing but in order to achieve climax I need to think about my memories of cp. Hopefully I could change myself to be more attracted to young men than kids. I don't know how attractive 18yo boys would be if I wasn't chemically castrated. At least I think it would be a lot sexier to meet a nice 18yo gay boy in reality than seeing him in a porn video.

Maybe this lack of testosterone has made me more depressed, at least my mood changes often. It changes between normal and very low like daily. Sometimes I even want to live and I am afraid of death, but sometimes I just wish I didn't have to exist/live. I hate this sick and crazy world. I would never want to have kids in this f****** world. I don't trust in this life in this world.

Continuing chemical castration is something that I must decide by myself. Having low libido is quite nice. But being more depressed, sensitive and tired is not. Being a pedo sucks really hard in my opinion. It really makes life a lot harder. I'm afraid of stopping injections but I'm also afraid of continuing them. I would not like to be more depressed and tired but I also hate being horny like all the time.
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Re: Have you tried to reduce your libido?

Postby Pig » Sat Aug 25, 2012 5:47 am

I visited the doctor recently and I'm not going to have another injection. But I keep it in reserve so that if I'm ever going to need it again I will take another injection. He renewed the prescription for triptorelin. I want to learn to live with my pedophilia and of course stay away from cp. I have support around me. I mean I have other pedo friends who can support me and I can support them too. That's really nice. But again, if I really need to have another injection (if it is really going to be too hard to resist watching cp), then I will take it. I can also start to use Androcur too, but it is not as effective as triptorelin injection.

But for now on I just use paroxetine 40mg/day. That does nothing to my libido. But it helps a lot my social anxiety.
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