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Erotic Stories

Postby Blben » Fri Mar 23, 2012 8:31 pm

I am a pedophile and in order for me to deal with my desires and lusts for young children I find myself writing very detailed erotic stories about having sexual relations with children, they range from some of the stories being nepiophile stories to sometimes the children being older and so on. I find that once I write a story that it helps me deal with my sexual attraction to children and honsetly each time that I do read the stories after I write them I can orgasm to them over and over.

I do find myself looking at stories that I have found online and I do read them and always get off to those stories as well. I find that it is a better release than doing illegal activities and I am not really sure if stories themselves are illegal since most of the time it comes from someones thoughs and didn't really act on those desires. I just am curious if I am alone in reading and writing stories and fantasies.

Also has anyone ever just wrote down about there desires in like a story to leave just incase you do cross the line and someone realizes what you did and they check your houes and find the paper and it describes what you are and how long you have been fighting the desires. I have written like many rough drafts and then get frustrated with what I wrote and then will start over again and it happends over and over again.
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Re: Erotic Stories

Postby salted lipstick » Wed Apr 04, 2012 2:31 pm

This sounds like an interesting and productive way to deal with your desires. I'm not sure, but I wouldn't think merely writing erotic stories would be a crime as you haven't done anything and thoughts are not a crime. I'm not sure about if you were to distribute the stories though...

What gave you the idea to channel some of your energy into writing stories instead?
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Re: Erotic Stories

Postby Not_A_Cannibal » Fri Apr 20, 2012 10:28 pm

*sparkly eyes* I do this too!

But with all seriousness, it does help. I find it very healthy, but I always burn mine after about a month of reading them over and over. I actually haven't written a story in a while (mine aren't pedo stories, though--more vore-stories), but sometimes I want to sit down and write one and can't get myself to do it. Do you ever destroy yours? I feel like I don't want anyone to see.

I have written the story of my life, though. Just a rough-draft to type onto this website. I destroyed it immediately.
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Re: Erotic Stories

Postby Kristoff1235 » Sat Apr 21, 2012 11:05 pm

i have done this before its helpful. :) theyre all in my journal. thought thats the only fantasy i seem comfortable writing, which is strange. no choking, dissection, or blood ones.
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Re: Erotic Stories

Postby the lost world » Fri May 04, 2012 6:08 am

Recently Ive been outlining a novella about CP. I was working on something all together different, but this board gave me some ideas and some characters to play with. Most of it would take place on the internet. Forums, file-sharing sites, 4-Chan etc. I'm also basing a lot of it on information from the Dreamworld bust as well as the Kids, the Light of Our Lives case from the UK

Hopefully I get some time to work with it this summer and can download it to Amazon by September
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Re: Erotic Stories

Postby Kristoff1235 » Sat May 05, 2012 1:36 pm

sadly people who hear something is about pedophiles and CP normally flip out... they dont even seem to think about it.
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Re: Erotic Stories

Postby OnTheTurningAway » Mon May 07, 2012 4:36 am

Hi Blben,
not sure where you live but where I'm from reading stories online is illegal. So too are cartoons such as Hentai with rape, child exploitation etc. Not so long ago a guy got done for that Simpson's annimation of Lisa blowing Bart.
It seems George Orwell's concept of the thought police isn't far off.
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Re: Erotic Stories

Postby Kristoff1235 » Mon May 07, 2012 4:40 am

sadly the thought police are here.... sadly
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Re: Erotic Stories

Postby revolutionex » Mon May 07, 2012 8:22 am

I have written erotic stories in the past, but that was when I was a teenager and it was mostly fanfiction. Nowadays if I feel so inclined or even if it's simply out of the boredom and frustration that comes from writer's block, I'll type up a short few paragraphs, but I never save them. I just backspace.

What's been incredibly productive for me is fighting my own inner demons through the use of poetry and writing novels, where I'll often work on subtle themes or symbolism, though my latest idea has been to write a thriller similar in nature to Girl With The Dragon Tattoo, in which a desperate father's son is dying, so he turns to Russian gangsters in order to obtain a heart illegally. They meet up in Malta, and the father notices a young boy of about his son's age traveling with the men. He is told not to talk to the boy (whose name in Andrei) so when he does, the gangsters threaten him and kidnap his wife. They also leave Andrei behind in the hotel, and it's later revealed the kid is a popular subject in online pedophile circles that share boy modeling sets. The men he was traveling with were not his typical handlers, and Ivan, the guy who essentially "owns" him, had threatened them. In turn, they had plotted to cut out the boy's heart to sell to the man.

Now finally seeing a way out, Andrei begins telling the man his story, and after much convincing, the two team up to take down the organizations that control the modeling and exploitation of other boys.

That's just a rough idea of course, but it's important to me to put a human face on this issue. I find that when those like us allow our desires to take hold and get so wrapped up in them, you don't really see the people anymore. That tends to happen in any field of pornography or obsession, though. You only see the object of your desire, and so I always strive to keep my characters human.

If you look beyond the facade of your own desires, no matter how deviant, you will see the humanity in those people, and therefore within yourself.

I think that's really why I write...to not only get past my issues, but to remind myself and others that we're all human, and none of us were born monsters.
If you love a flower, don't pick it up. Because if you pick it up, it dies, and it ceases to be what you love. So if you love a flower, let it be. Love is not about possession. Love is about appreciation. - Osho
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Re: Erotic Stories

Postby OnTheTurningAway » Mon May 07, 2012 8:32 am

revolutionex wrote:I think that's really why I write...to not only get past my issues, but to remind myself and others that we're all human, and none of us were born monsters.

I've met people who were born monsters. Pure evil and have no regard whatsoever for anyone but themselves. When you sit and talk with a serial child killer long enough you begin to see how that individual is so consumed with their own self-gratification that nothing outside of them matters. A psychopath cannot be rehabilitated and I believe there are genetic factors at play because most display odd behaviour from a very young age.
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