Welcome to the forum Soci0path. There are a few good therapeutic methods that you can try if you find the right professionals. Nothing you've said here would get you in any trouble if you confided in a counselor of some kind who could refer you to the right people, but, if you're still a minor, your counselor will likely have to consult with your parents about your attraction. I know all of this from unfortunate experience.
For starters, I, and several people I know in real life, use ACT (Acceptance and Commitment Therapy
Many others, including fellow paraphiles on this forum, use CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy
From what I've read, they're both pretty good. I'll stick with ACT though. It's sort of got a zen twist that I like.
I think you'll benefit from exploring your attraction and the feelings behind it in a safe environment like a private journal. Whenever you feel comfortable enough, you'd probably benefit from talking through the things you have confusion about here on this forum or with an ACT or CBT group. I prefer to use a group and
post here, personally. This way I usually have more to talk about with my psychologist and my group members.
There are ways to learn to live happily in spite of your attractions, but you may always have an affinity for boys despite whichever therapy you try.