Hi,
im a lesbian paedophile and im new here
ive known i was attracted to little girls at 12 years old, but only realised the attraction is called paedophilia at 14,
ive never told anyone about it, and its really depressing, im only attracted to 5-8 year old girls and no one else, ive had many boy friends (no one knows im a lesbian either)
and i was at my best friends party yesterday, and i noticed her younger sister was there too, who is 6 and is very attractive, we speak a lot to each other and i hand out with her a lot, ive even baby sat her a couple of times,
but i feel really guilty here, she told me that we are friends and she likes me a lot, but i only hang out with her because i find her so cute and attractive
what do i do?, i feel so terrible, im just using her,
should i tell the truth and never see her again and risk her telling everyone that im a paedophile?
or do i just continue like this and feel even more guilty with myself?
or do i just completely cut contact with them both?
thank you so much