Graveyard76 wrote:Yes, it will affect you mentally if you've been carrying guilt and shame around for years with nobody to talk to about it.
How old were you when this happened, and how old are you now? I'm assuming you're grown up now, and this happened when you were at an age when hormones etc were driving you to experiment.
If you've been carrying guilt and shame on your shoulders for a number of years, then I think you can begin to forgive yourself.
I was a young teenager, I cant believe I did it, I don't know what was going through my mind, but I have been worried what other people might think, I went into a mental ward because I had a psychotic episode and thought that people were out to get me but I have calmed down now and feel ok but I'm just wondering if this is linked to the episode I had. The thing is I dont know who knows about it and that is what is making me anxious.
-- Thu Sep 12, 2013 3:40 pm --
I know its disturbing what I did but I feel like half a man for it
-- Thu Sep 12, 2013 3:42 pm --
How do I cope with this, that's what I need to know.?
any help would be appreciated.