Alia's journal

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We don't know what is going to happen with the Hollywood situation and I'm starting to get really frustrated. It seems that they don't want us there or something. I feel sometimes like we are just standing and screaming and begging for help in the middle of the Sherwood Forrest or something and the only things around are the evil spirits. Like there is no one around to know just how bad it really is.

We may just drive down there and hope for the best since they are not returning calls. I kind of think that we probably don't want to be there if that is how they deal with potential clients but Fen is really set on us going there. I just hate being in limbo with Alia being so suicidal. I will just wait to see how it goes.

Daria

Alia wrote:We don't know what is going to happen with the Hollywood situation and I'm starting to get really frustrated. It seems that they don't want us there or something. I feel sometimes like we are just standing and screaming and begging for help in the middle of the Sherwood Forrest or something and the only things around are the evil spirits. Like there is no one around to know just how bad it really is.

We may just drive down there and hope for the best since they are not returning calls. I kind of think that we probably don't want to be there if that is how they deal with potential clients but Fen is really set on us going there. I just hate being in limbo with Alia being so suicidal. I will just wait to see how it goes.

Daria

If you have to drive down there, I believe that is a good idea. Busy or not, they should not turn you away at the door. Keep doing your best with helping Alia in this most desperate time. I also wish the best for you, Daria. My prayers will always be with you, dears. With love.

me no wan go pac at jal hos. me hid moro so we no go. me no let go. me no lik. ali no wan go needr. me los me fend. now no fend tel hep me. bad man mak fend go cos hr tink me dirty bad gril. me no go pac. me go way an di. me no hapy no mor.

Alia wrote:me no wan go pac at jal hos. me hid moro so we no go. me no let go. me no lik. ali no wan go needr. me los me fend. now no fend tel hep me. bad man mak fend go cos hr tink me dirty bad gril. me no go pac. me go way an di. me no hapy no mor.

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Alia wrote:me no wan go pac at jal hos. me hid moro so we no go. me no let go. me no lik. ali no wan go needr. me los me fend. now no fend tel hep me. bad man mak fend go cos hr tink me dirty bad gril. me no go pac. me go way an di. me no hapy no mor.

You do not have to disappear, Madi. No one wants you to go away. Nothing was your fault and you should be loved when you are hurt. Dying so young is bad, so keep living! We all care about you and like you very much. Love you, dear!

-Nanashi-

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