I am afraid of that number as well!!!!!!!!!!! Also, I count syllables of words, I can't say the number or anything with the number of syllables. I am completely obsessed with elevens, and count my steps compulsively. If I see the number on the clock, I must stay there until it is gone, even if it takes an hour. My mind connects things with numbers, and I have multiples of eleven or the number associations to people. I have to touch certain things eleven times, flip switches eleven times, press buttons eleven times, and walk and breathe in sets of eleven. I also wash my hands a lot. I am so relived that I am not the only one going through this sort of thing, I understand. Good luck!
Be wary, as they control us all.