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by rosequartz1 » Fri Jul 21, 2017 9:15 pm
I did something, and I feel bad.
I masturbated to a simpsons clip where a lady was breastfeeding.
Now, to clarify, actual babies/toddlers/kids breastfeeding does Nothing for me. I get groinal response, but that's it.
I'm not really sure why I was able to, but I think I might have a breastfeeding fetish (but only w consenting adults)
I wasn't getting off on the thought of a baby breastfeeding, but rather the idea of breastfreding someone.
Sorry if this took a weird turn. I just had to confess.
Am I bad? Also, does that constitute cp?
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by rosequartz1 » Fri Jul 21, 2017 9:56 pm
I think it was checking
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by Kanade2010 » Sun Jul 23, 2017 1:24 am
That's not bad, I mean look at it this way, you didn't hurt anyone. This is just exactly like porn, porn is meant for anyone to watch, there are loads of different variety of content, no matter how taboo they are, just the sound of doing it is just enough for our brains to trigger pleasurable responses. This seems more like checking. What form of OCD are you experiencing at the moment?
And thank you for replying on my post, and I do agree that you know your sexuality since basically your entire life, a true homosexual or bisexual person would never once doubt themselves. Which is what I constantly do. Now there is nothing wrong in being homosexual or bisexual, but it doesn't seem right to me knowing I only ever had crushes on boys. The fact that I never doubted my sexuality or questioned it convinces me that I never was that to begin with.
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