POCD, Pure-O, or God forbid, a pedo? PLEASE READ I NEED HELP

Anyone?

For the past three months all of this mess started from one thought, "What if I did something to my brother" Then came the nonstop checking, and I really can't tell if I'm checking anymore.

I know for a fact I don't want a relationship or intercourse with a child, I used to think they were so cute, but now I don't know what to think anymore. baby butts and small genitalia are turning me on? I've started to feel in the last month or so that they are small, round, and cute, and I can generate a groinal response from this, and I don't like this.

This has worsened over time, I've been getting help for it but it still really sucks. Please help! I want to know if this is symptomatic of POCD

Ik202 wrote:For the past three months all of this mess started from one thought, "What if I did something to my brother" Then came the nonstop checking, and I really can't tell if I'm checking anymore.

I know for a fact I don't want a relationship or intercourse with a child, I used to think they were so cute, but now I don't know what to think anymore. baby butts and small genitalia are turning me on? I've started to feel in the last month or so that they are small, round, and cute, and I can generate a groinal response from this, and I don't like this.

This has worsened over time, I've been getting help for it but it still really sucks. Please help! I want to know if this is symptomatic of POCD

I know for a fact that it doesn't feel good. I don't like the feeling it gives me and I feel gross. Does anybody have advice about this? I don't want to feel like this about the genitalia:(((