My fiance is afraid of postpartum. She wants to have a child, but it scares her and since she put her fear in my mind, it has stirred a little of my own. She's BPD, so her moods are unpredictable sometimes. I'm afraid because I've heard of women thinking their baby is demonic, so they murder him/her; some women kill themselves or attempt suicide.. She had tendencies in the past and still has the urge ...