I don't even know what or who to talk to about this as I fear any psychologist will report me to the police.
Im not even sure if what I have is IED, but its something monstrous and it TERRIFIES me!
about 6 months ago I started to get randomly FURIOUS over any small inconvenience or perceived rudeness. Never outwardly outwards people, but out of site and in my car I would imagine myself beating ...