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Feeling sad and hurt

I am so hurt.
had my brother's wedding last week. we dont have a close bond and dont talk much.

at wedding, i had fallen and was walking with a limp.
when i was helping move chairs for some relative, my brother's father-in-law tells me: oh where will you go limping around.. i'll tell someone else.

i got so hurt. how can you tell anyone: 'limping around'!!!

i'm not ur friend for u to use ...
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Ketamine for BPD?

Saw an article in some scientific journal on ketamine for BPD, seemed promising. Think it was from Europe (Germany or Switzerland). Nasal ketamine spray for person with severe BPD, seemed to improve everything -- depression, anger outbursts, etc.

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC9156400/

On the other hand, I thought I read an article suggesting BPD makes people a bit more disassociated already, so that made me think a dissociative like ketamine could exacerbate ...
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what a ruined mind bpd

nothing makes sense. i can never decide. takes me weeks to decide something on amazon to buy. n then once i have it. takes me weeks to decide if i want to keep it or return it.
n this is for something like vests or t-shirts

have a pathetic career where i can barely function. i'm 33. a loser. no confidence at work where i'm barely managing before they fire me.

doing entry-level job.

still ...
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I'm Confused

I've just come across two words, or phrases, that pretty much sum me up: Maladaptive Daydreaming and Hikikomori. I don't know if there's any kind of link between these two things or if it's just me.

I do know that I've spent most of my life daydreaming. When reality bothers me, I tune it out and go to my room and just immerse myself in fantasy. When I don't want to be me, I just ...
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Is dating destructive with BPD?

Everything in my life can be going well. I feel like my BPD is under control, I am making positive steps towards healing, I am taking care of myself; then boom. I meet a guy and everything starts spiraling.

The negative thoughts begin, I start obsessively comparing myself, slip back into my negative coping mechanisms, feel a frantic urge to either run or push him away…

It starts to become hard to tolerate myself. So ...
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Borderline will this ever end? *trigger warning*

Well it is 2am here qld Australia time. I have just spent 15 minutes on Lifeline chatline to get some help. No one available, not there fault, understaffed. Here goes another BPD low. I should be used to them by now. Self awareness has sharpened that fact but the lows just seem to push through it all. Just had to quit my vet nursing study due to anxiety that took over my brain and sent ...
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Feel like everything I do is calculated and planned?

Hi all, I'm very new here, and I hope this is okay to post, and it's okay to post here as apposed to somewhere else.

I feel like most things I do are weirdly calculated. My facial expressions, my body language, the things i say, my actions. It really all relates to other people and making sure they perceive me the way I want them to. When I talk to someone, I'm thinking of everything, ...
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miss the illusion i had of old friends

i miss my old friends so much. i dont miss them as much as i miss the illusion of them taking care of me. i just have these images/fantasies of them n i want to cling on to them. :(
will life ever get better... :(
i'm 33 already.
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lost 4th job due to personality diosorder

Tomorrow I am loosing my gth job due to this damn illness comorbid with chronic insomnia since 2016, and the worse part is that I don't even ######6 care.
I feel so agressive,and mad,and at same time would like to cry from depression.
I never had not even single day of psychotherapy due to that we live in poor country (Bosnia).
And finding a decent good job here is like finding a needle in a ...
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Running a business with Borderline Disorder

Hey, does anyone here have experience running and managing a business with Borderline Personality Disorder?

If so:

How do you find dealing with customers and difficult peoples?

How do you control strong negative emotions and feelings at work?

How do you stay positive?

I run my own cleaning company and would appreciate some advice and am curious to here peoples experiences.
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