my caretaker said the other day: one must do stuff to get whatever they want be it manipulation, brainwash.
she said it nonchalantly. as a matter of fact. something she's neither proud of, nor ashamed of. just as something one must do to get stuff.
earlier also she had said stuff like: i am used to indulge in emotional blackmail. dont take me seriously.
but after the recent comment, i feel sad. just sad.
i ...