narcbolan wrote:Since your mother what at age sixteen?
Mother caused me to become NPD as a child, she was nothing less than a wretch always pushing me down when I was expressing myself. Because I never felt like I got adequate love from her I learned at an early age to manipulate women into liking me(hence why i was good with women). The second blow was when I fell in love with a girl who i got to the point of wanting to cheat on rich bf and she would follow me to all my games, i figured this out and it crushed me and had bad attachment problems ever sense, because i fell into depression which stripped me of my skills with women.
3 years later, I was unlucky enough to meet another actual ASPD(went to special needs school and we had a few there) whom I fell in love with and she tortured me emotionally(for her own amusement) causing me to become suicidal. I guess that's what you get when you idealize women.