A lot of you know my story - and I'm at a low moment, obviously. But tell me the truth here - will a narc ever even SPEAK to an ex again after the D&D? I'm not stupid enough to get involved with him again, but I think if I could just be friendly acquaintances then I would feel better. I have to work with him and having a narc enemy is terrifying. Is "friendly acquaintances" EVER going to happen? I've heard they come back when supply is low - well, his supply is basically a network of professional contacts that reinforce his feeling of "fame" and superiority. I'm pretty positive he has no romantic supply nor will he anytime soon. Unless the woman is a complete idiot?
I'm a lot different than I used to be - have worked on a lot of my issues that contributed to the D&D. Would a narc even consider that people change?
Give me something here - I have to go back to work in three weeks.
The woods are lovely, dark, and deep, / But I have promises to keep, / And miles to go before I sleep, / And miles to go before I sleep.
dx: HPD with borderline tendencies, depression
suicide attempt 10/2/10
rx: Wellbutrin, valium
EMDR guinea pig (I'll let you know if it works)