mark1958 wrote:The difference is in the logic behind the mal-adaptation. What ego needs are being met? The co-dependent desperately seeks love and approval and will attach to people in a very enmeshed way. Covert Narcissism appears to seek relationships merely to assuage an internal conflict between expectations and reality. What is desired versus what is achieved. And the attachment to people is only as deep as their ability to reflect the desired image.
Ok, this is helpful. Thanks.
A lot of the "nons" who post here seeking advice on how to win back their pwNPD strike me as classicly codependent. They sound desperate and needy, and are convinced they can save or at least help their N.
When I first came to the forum I thought maybe I was codependent -- although I'm not needy, and independent / aloof almost to a fault (I've been described as untouchable lol), so the profile never really felt right.
I'm pretty convinced now that I'm a covert N. I'm in a relationship with an overt N, and the balance of power shifts every few months. He was initially way more into me and showered me with attention and affection -- which I adored. He saw me as unattainable, so winning me over is a boost to his ego. For my part, he possesses oodles of sparkly charm that I covet, so being with him boosts my ego. Highly symbiotic relationship. Problem is that once we win each other over the effect wears off -- so we keep this lovely tug of war going where one of us is backing away while the other is pursuing. Totally dysfunctional and the most exhilirating relationship I've ever been in.