I'm getting old, and the same repetative story unfolds each time I met a new girl. It always start like the big bang with an explosion of soul connecting and love bombing.
I usually target women that has issues such as low self esteem or depression/anxiety since they are easy victims to manipulate.
In the start the girls always praise me as some sort of angel that helps them become a better person, but it always ends like something out of a horror story. 2 girls even took their own lifes and 2 moved to another country to get away from me.
For me personally, I'm getting tired. I'm getting old, I'm tired of drama and no matter how hard I try to avoid it , drama will happen if I get a response I do not like.
So how do I break this never ending cycle of pain and misery for those who get to know me on a personal level?
Sidenote : I've been clinically diagnosed with narcissism by 1 specialist psychologist and one psychiatrist so I'm not some idiot that has watched Dexter and started giving myself labels so I could be a special edgy snowflake.