I actually feel nauseous right now out of disgust for some other people. I went through social media looking at one of the last people my ex dated before me (not really an ex, just a guy I had a thing with for awhile). I'm so disgusted. Not only is she old, fat, and hideous, she acts like racist low class trash, has a ton of kids, some of her own, some she raised of someone else's, all she does is post about what a "great mom" she is, while posting pictures of her preteen daughters half naked and posing like sluts, publicly on social media, for any pedophile to see, and stalks my ex on his social media, liking and commenting on everything and acting like she owns him, and for some reason I guess he used to date her????
I feel nauseous. She is so disgusting. Am I that ugly and I don't realize it? We dated the same guy, so are we in the same league???? She doesn't even have a college degree but posts bragging about how she's starting some lame online college. I have a BA from one of the top universities in the world, and a MS degree. I feel I'm clearly so much better. I have no kids, never been married, my body is not damaged with stretch marks or cesarean scars (no offense to anyone who has kids).
I'm just so shocked I'm crying with frustration. I feel disgusted. I feel so much better than her, and by corollary, than him, since he dated her for awhile. She's trash and ugly and acts like a freaking attention whore, who would fall for that? She acts like just because she has a brood of kids she's somehow superior to everyone and is entitled to everyone worshipping her. She acts like she owns my "ex" and pisses territorially all over his page every day.
What could he have ever see in her? Leaves me wondering about myself?? Am I worse than I think I am?? What about those of us who have actually done other stuff with our lives and our talents, besides just having a ton of kids? Anyone can have kids, we should bow down to the 99.9% of the world that has had kids???? Wtf??? I'll never understand people. I feel like I'm too good for these people........