I don't think he respects me. Especially not after times like this morning where he boldly tries to pull a fast one on me. Told me I said something I know damn well I didn't say and completely denied something HE said SEVERAL times, including mere minutes before the argument started!
Yeah, it's complicated. ._. Today I got accused of saying something I didn't say. I stood by my claim that I never said it because I believe I never said it. But what if I did? I wouldn't acknowledge to him that there's a possibility of me slipping up like that. At best, I would possibly be admitting to a mistake I didn't make and at worse, I would be letting on that I'm far more insane than he ever guessed. I just kept arguing. Eventually I "won", I guess, but now I still feel stupid 'cause... what if I said it?
Havoctoria wrote:[...]
He still ######6 lied to me. I don't know how to not make a big deal out of someone sitting there in my face and telling me that THEY didn't say what I JUST heard them say.
That kind of thing makes me wonder why I should believe him when he says, for example, that I... taste nice to him downthere. If he'd lie about something THAT dumb then why wouldn't he lie to loosen me up in the sack?
What if he's secretly laughing at all my steamy confessions and just hoping I don't enjoy myself enough to somehow get in the way of him using his stupid cum-dumpster how he sees fit? Just like he does in CONVERSATION?!
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