Hi everyone,
When I was younger I used to jump from psychologist to psychologist trying to find someone who could help me. I felt like there was something profoundly wrong with me - that I suffered from some form of mental illness. Finally, last year, I was diagnosed with Generalised Anxiety Disorder and Hypochondriasis.
Like most hypochondriacs I think there is something wrong with me most of the time - although I like to think I am a little more reasonable when it comes to what I think is wrong. (Wishful thinking.) I don't think that when I have a headache that I have a tumor. I DID guess, after some of my own research that I had mitral valve prolapse.
When I think I have something wrong, I exaggerate my symptoms. If I feel a little twinge of a headache, I turn it into a migraine - for example. If I'm being painfully honest, I am aware that I am exaggerating.
When I found out I had a 'mental illness', I felt relief and a little excitement.
I milk any attention I get for all it's worth, before it becomes too obvious that I am better.
I enjoy being at the doctor's office and I like when I'm coddled and exceptions are made for my 'issue'.
I also like waking up from surgery.
I don't induce my illnesses any way other than psychosomatically.
I visited my psychologist today and told him this.
He agreed that I exhibit symptoms of both munchausen's and hypochondriasis.
So, does it sound like I do? Or is this just plain old hypochondria?





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