Hi 10...
I mirrored this thread into the members corner (member introduction).
Welcome to the forum. I hope you find this place a way to share what you are going through. I know it can be sometimes kind of triggering and sad, but as you said, there are people who are going through the same things you are going through - which is a help.
But find balance in posting/reading, etc. Take a break if you are too triggered, etc.
Otter.