by angelbeatz » Wed Feb 26, 2014 2:49 pm
I can confirm that the anti-psychotic is causing or making the negative symptom worse for schizophrenia. I have been on and off the medication for the last 5 years. Whenever I come off and recover from the effect I feel my life has a drive or purpose, my mind becomes very sharp, and things become easier and not much of a hassle, I could take care of myself, and my brain becomes very efficient in solving problems and performing tasks. I have tried risperidone, abilify, solian, invega before coming off. Now that I got started with risperidone several months ago I start to notice my negative symptom coming back and worse, my memory was bad, I lost fluency in my speech (they take it as the illness and not the med), keep forgetting things in mid-sentence, my mind was a fog, I couldn't understand what anybody was saying to me as well as nothing sinks in when I turn on the tally, I couldn't concentrate for any longer than 10 minutes. For these months I didn't have a life and was constantly asleep in the day, feeling like crap, lousy even, I slept for more than 13 hours and still feels tired and no energy. Not to mention the physical side effect apart from the cognitive side effect such as my body's temperature control goes haywire, uncomfortable constipation for a month, muscle cramps, gained weight (fat/water weight), body feels weak etc. I can honestly say that the treatment is worst than the illness, and it made my life more difficult and unbearable at times. I can't imagine anyone having to take the med for years and years and years, but unfortunately, according to the psychiatric profession people have to take it for that long or for life in the misguided notion that people with schizophrenia have a high chance of relapse and that this is an incurable disease that needs you to keep taking medication to act as prevention from it. I have heard that the brain can adjust to it but you could never become brilliant while on anti-psychotics.