These things in the topic title affect my life very much.
I don't know where to start. I don't know how to write this post, how to explain the things which happen to me. I am used to do a research on the whole forum first, to find a suiting topic and read it through, but I usually bookmark it later, so I can't read more than two or three post at once.
I'd like to read dozens of things (posts, articles, books), but it exhausts me. Sometimes I try to load the pages on my phone and read it while walking around the room, but that doesn't help too much. I usually think I will find that "magic pill information" right in the next topic, but it doesn't happen.
I am bored most of the day (if it's a holiday) or stressed (if it's a schoolday or I have some obligations).
The only things which put me into the "zone" are PC games and movies. Now, during the holiday time, my whole day just consists of sleeping, eating, daily hygiene and playing games/watching movies.
I have also problems with sleeping - either I stay up late till 7 AM, or I sleep too much, like 13 hours, then I get a headache during the next day.
I don't like being around people too much. Conversations and stuff, it's utterly boring to me. I feel like they have nothing valuable to say to me and vice versa.
I hate putting off the rewards, setting goals and projects. I think it's stupid. When I have the opportunity, I just go and get the gratification, be it food late at night or just another hour of PC game.
If even the games, food or movies bore me, I go around the room and daydream - sometimes the thoughts are so "real", that I find myself speaking out loud (or half-whispering) the conversations I am thinking about.
I feel like people are too old machines to be able to cope with today's world, at least that's my case. I don't see a point in putting something off - I am the "go and grab it, while it's here" type.
I am afraid I will not find a proper job - and to be honest I don't wanna have any - but at the same time I don't want to live with my family forever.
I hope somebody will share his/her opinion about me and maybe help me.
I may sound naive and spoilt (and might even be), but saying that is not gonna help me in any way. I feel like I've already resigned, but I am even too lazy to resign permanently (if you know what I mean) > and please don't post the obvious "don't do it" stuff, since I've heard that so many times and I'm even saying that I'm not able to do that, since even that is not so easy to do - nothing is...