What disorder does this sound like? Dementia, anxiety, multiple personality disorder, etc?
When I was younger (As young as 4) I always thought everything talked to me. Animals, plants, objects, etc. I would talk back. Trust me, it wasn't just the fact I was creative.
It went away and have been coming back for a few months now (I'm 15) Except now I know that it's not possible and I usually end up hallucinating, hearing voices, etc. I don't think it's schizophrenia because it only happens in situations I feel uncomfortable like..
-Conversations with people I don't normally talk to (I grew up being shy and I'm not anymore but it still happens, idk why I'll hear voices of times I was made fun of or what I'm afraid someone will say)
-Getting attention in anyway (I freak out, shake, forget who I am and even sometimes I'll claim I'm a different person. I forget what simple objects are and sometimes I'll think I'm in a dangerous situation and prepare to hurt/kill someone. That's obviously not good because I'm almost a black belt. Other times I hallucinated a dead body on the ground and immediately started wiping the blood up. Someone came up and asked me what I was doing and I said "I'm wiping the blood off the floor!" then they said... "Dude there's no blood on the floor...")
-When I notice someones looking at me
-Having to stand up in front of people, walk into a room full of people, etc (which is what got me thinking it could just be REALLY bad anxiety .. social anxiety?)
I'm more scared of the fact people might notice me acting weird then I am of actually being around them.
One time, I was in a room full of mirrors and started freaking out because I thought the people around me were stuck in the mirrors. I started trying to help them out o_O Then realized.. Oh hey maybe it's me that's stuck.. and then asked them to help me out. .......
Other times, I randomly tell people I want to kill them. For no reason. Or I'll get really aggressive/intimidating for no reason, and almost hurt people.
Other times I claimed to be a movie character, book character, or someone else in the room.
And I have even claimed that I can read minds (WHEN I KNOW I OBVIOUSLY CAN'T)
Other times I talk and I don't remember what I said, which scares me. For all I know I'm telling people I can fly or something. I have told people some pretty crazy lies without remembering/meaning to. It feels like I'm watching myself.
I have a hard .. VERY HARD time controlling anger, outbursts of energy, ect.
So it feels like almost a little bit of everything. Bipolar, Psychosis, Multiple Personality Disorder, Anxiety, Panic attacka, Paranoid, ADHD, Dementia... what is this!?
I feel like I should add on I was never abused and I have a great home life. I do struggle with self harm and I am currently working on stopping.
Could it be some kind of personality disorder also?