What mental illness does this sound like!? Please help guys

What disorder does this sound like? Dementia, anxiety, multiple personality disorder, etc?
Symptoms...
When I was younger (As young as 4) I always thought everything talked to me. Animals, plants, objects, etc. I would talk back. Trust me, it wasn't just the fact I was creative.
It went away and have been coming back for a few months now (I'm 15) Except now I know that it's not possible and I usually end up hallucinating, hearing voices, etc. I don't think it's schizophrenia because it only happens in situations I feel uncomfortable like..

-Conversations with people I don't normally talk to (I grew up being shy and I'm not anymore but it still happens, idk why I'll hear voices of times I was made fun of or what I'm afraid someone will say)
-Getting attention in anyway (I freak out, shake, forget who I am and even sometimes I'll claim I'm a different person. I forget what simple objects are and sometimes I'll think I'm in a dangerous situation and prepare to hurt/kill someone. That's obviously not good because I'm almost a black belt. Other times I hallucinated a dead body on the ground and immediately started wiping the blood up. Someone came up and asked me what I was doing and I said "I'm wiping the blood off the floor!" then they said... "Dude there's no blood on the floor...")
-When I notice someones looking at me
-Having to stand up in front of people, walk into a room full of people, etc (which is what got me thinking it could just be REALLY bad anxiety .. social anxiety?)
I'm more scared of the fact people might notice me acting weird then I am of actually being around them.

One time, I was in a room full of mirrors and started freaking out because I thought the people around me were stuck in the mirrors. I started trying to help them out o_O Then realized.. Oh hey maybe it's me that's stuck.. and then asked them to help me out. .......

Other times, I randomly tell people I want to kill them. For no reason. Or I'll get really aggressive/intimidating for no reason, and almost hurt people.

Other times I claimed to be a movie character, book character, or someone else in the room.
And I have even claimed that I can read minds (WHEN I KNOW I OBVIOUSLY CAN'T)
Other times I talk and I don't remember what I said, which scares me. For all I know I'm telling people I can fly or something. I have told people some pretty crazy lies without remembering/meaning to. It feels like I'm watching myself.

I have a hard .. VERY HARD time controlling anger, outbursts of energy, ect.

So it feels like almost a little bit of everything. Bipolar, Psychosis, Multiple Personality Disorder, Anxiety, Panic attacka, Paranoid, ADHD, Dementia... what is this!?

I feel like I should add on I was never abused and I have a great home life. I do struggle with self harm and I am currently working on stopping.

Could it be some kind of personality disorder also?
IDK /:

Sounds like Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. I found a link for you let me know what you feel.

http://www.steveseay.com/aggressive-obs ... ng-others/

hope this helps!~

anon2012 wrote:Sounds like Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. I found a link for you let me know what you feel.

http://www.steveseay.com/aggressive-obs ... ng-others/

hope this helps!~

Thanks so much, it sounds a lot like me. I've been reading into seizures and temporal lobe epilepsy and I think that might be it. It can cause all the things I listed (Split personality, anger, anxiety, etc) as well as OCD like you said.
Thanks for you're help, I am going to a Neurologist soon.. can't wait to explain to people why I've been so strange lately... and to explain to that poor guy why I accidentally said I want to kill him and stuff.. LOL

I am glad you are going to a Specialist. Seizure disorders, in my professional capacity, in my opinion would not cause the aggression you are experiencing.

Kolb & Wishaw (1990) have identified eight principle symptoms of temporal lobe damage: 1) disturbance of auditory sensation and perception, 2) disturbance of selective attention of auditory and visual input, 3) disorders of visual perception, 4) impaired organization and categorization of verbal material, 5) disturbance of language comprehension, 6) impaired long-term memory, 7) altered personality and affective behavior, 8 ) altered sexual behavior.

Do you take meds for the seizures? If so, it could be the MEDICATIONS causing your psychological behavior.

i.e Keppra can have the side effects of aggression, agitation, anger, anxiety, apathy, depersonalization, depression, emotional lability, hostility, hyperkinesias, irritability, nervousness, neurosis, and personality disorder.

I don't know what medications you are on because they were not mentioned but please bring your meds to the Neurologist when you go.

Plants, objects, everything in the universe emits an energy frequency. You said you could talk to them and they would talk back when you were younger. Not to freak you out but you sound like you are electrosensitive. It is a gift and should not be a burden. Test it out one time. You may scare yourself but it really is a gift. Next time the universe speaks to you, ask a question about someone or something that you don't know the answer to already. Anything. Then test the answer out by verifying it with that person. With proper training, you will be able to foresee and know things that "normal" people do not. Don't like being in a crowded room? That's because your able to sense all their energy levels and it is overwhelming. Ever walk into a room and suddenly feel really good or really bad? That's because something happened in that room and you can feel it. Don't doubt your senses. Don't ever let anyone say your crazy for feeling something supernatural. Reading minds is totally possible but misreading them is also. You need to learn to not care and just "be". Listen to what the universe tells you but don't act on it. Check with a psychic to see if a spirit/demon might be tampering with your soul. I may totally wrong, but it won't hurt you to check. This depends on your beliefs too. If you don't believe in this stuff, then it cannot harm you in anyway. No doctor will ever tell you this because they "can't prove it".

You say you think everyone is looking at you or you feel that way. Learn shielding techniques and that will save you much trouble. Google grounding yourself to the universe type meditations. It might help you. I may not be right about anything above, but you should seriously try grounding meditations sometime. It will help.

As far as your anger goes, you might have tourrette syndrome (minus the tics). Friend of mine is like that. Random spurs of uncontrollable anger. Seizures and anything else along those lines might indicate some sort of brain damage/trauma. Good thing your seeing a specialist.

Regardless of anything, check with a doctor/therapist first.

Good luck mate!