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Everyone Is Against Me

Postby MCR_ROCKS » Fri Oct 14, 2011 9:28 am

Ok well not everyone is, but most people are.
My psychiatrist is and some of the nurses are, people in the street, they are all under control by the government and the police, they are using mind control.

I cant leave the house with out people watching me, I see them looking and talking about me at college as well.
They're all against me and I haven't done anything and no one will believe me.

I just can't get any proof though and my nurse wont let me see one of the nurses that are involved, because she said it wouldn't be helpful and because I told her my plan. It's going to involve way more people though eventually.
And now the red ones make me fly
And the blue ones help me fall
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall
Fall on your tongue like pixie dust
Just think happy thoughts
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Re: Everyone Is Against Me

Postby ashley.c » Fri Oct 14, 2011 9:42 am

I know how you feel. I can't go outside without everyone staring at me, and wanting to hurt me. I also believe my nurses are in with the government and my work to get rid of me once and for all!

It's a cruel life some of us have :(
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Re: Everyone Is Against Me

Postby MCR_ROCKS » Fri Oct 14, 2011 9:56 am

Sorry you're going through this too. We're so similar, they want to kill me as well, but for now they are just testing things on me. I think the nurses and doctors want to section me, so I'm out of the way as well. The truth will eventually come out
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And the blue ones help me fall
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall
Fall on your tongue like pixie dust
Just think happy thoughts
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Re: Everyone Is Against Me

Postby ashley.c » Fri Oct 14, 2011 10:06 am

I have a meeting with the crisis team today, but I know I always have to watch my back. It's a nightmare going through this and no one will believe you so I do understand your pain.

I hope it comes out soon aswell.
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Re: Everyone Is Against Me

Postby MCR_ROCKS » Fri Oct 14, 2011 10:22 am

I hope that goes ok - just be careful.
I see a new psychologist next week and I think it's just so they can get me there to say I've done something so they can section me.

I know how it feels when everyone is out to get you though.
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And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall
Fall on your tongue like pixie dust
Just think happy thoughts
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Re: Everyone Is Against Me

Postby ashley.c » Fri Oct 14, 2011 10:31 am

Let me know how it goes and be safe.
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Re: Everyone Is Against Me

Postby teagan » Sat Oct 15, 2011 5:18 am

well, it makes perfect sense that you would think people are out to get you, especially authority figures, when you are experiencing what is basically the ultimate creativity of the mind (which we happen to pathologize in this society) - and doctors & nurses, who are supposed to help - are denying your experience, telling you it's a disease. what choice does your mind have when faced with their ignorance and insanity? none, really, but to come up with even "crazier" explanations.

in the sense that you are not free to speak without judgement or potential harm to yourself (being medicated or institutionalized), they ARE out to get you. i am very sorry about where we are in our understanding of different levels of symbolic thinking, something "schizophrenics" are fantastic at, but alienated for, and made worse. just the fact that people look at you funny or don't appreciate your perception of the world will make anyone lose it.
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Re: Everyone Is Against Me

Postby MCR_ROCKS » Sat Oct 15, 2011 8:39 am

How did it go yesterday?

I'll let you know how mine goes. If I dont you know why.
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And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall
Fall on your tongue like pixie dust
Just think happy thoughts
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Re: Everyone Is Against Me

Postby ashley.c » Sat Oct 15, 2011 9:02 am

It went different than I expected. Before they said I just had stress and anxiety, but now I'm psychotic. They wanna move me back to the psychotic only team which I'm not sure on as they were useless before. I know my voices n visual stuff maybe a bit psychotic, but its only now that I'm having "textbook hallucinations". They don't believe me about the.government issues so I need to.go get proof.

Let me know how you get on.
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Re: Everyone Is Against Me

Postby MCR_ROCKS » Sat Oct 15, 2011 10:10 am

I see the early intervention team as well, my nurse is ok but she doesn't understand.

I've been trying to get proof for ages. Just have to keep trying though.

Glad it didn't go too bad for you and I hope you can get some proof.
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Fall on your tongue like pixie dust
Just think happy thoughts
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