When a professional tells you that you are psychotic, you might want to believe them.
I know you both are very convinced of these events to be true, but I think you should both think about it. Why would any of this logically be happening? Why would your psychiatrists and nurses be trying to hurt you? They're trying to do their job, which is to help people, not hurt them or gaslight them.
MCR_ROCKS, I have seen your thread on gang stalking before. I'm not going to deny that gang stalking exists, because it can, but please consider that there is usually a reason for why someone is being gang stalked. You say this happens to you for no reason at all... why would people you don't even know gang stalk you?
As for you ashley.c, you acknowledged that you do have hallucinations. Since you know this, and you should know that hallucinations are a symptom of psychosis, is it so hard to believe you may be experiencing delusions as well?
I'm expecting both of you to say I'm probably mind controlled by the government, but please try to rationally think about what you're experiencing. Psychosis happens; it is real. Try doubting the thoughts of mind control, people watching you, etc., and doubt your sanity... I doubt my sanity all the time, and I do reality checks to make sure I'm not psychotic. I think that if you are seeing or hearing things that other people don't, or believing things are happening to you that are highly unusual, you should be skeptical of yourself.
I'm not trying to attack either of you, I just think you both need to talk to your psychiatrist about trying medication, or if you are on it, getting a higher dosage or switching to a new one. No, medication will not brainwash you or make you susceptible to mind control, either. You both are not well... you are both experiencing signs of psychosis, and you are both feeding each other non-truths that reinforce your delusions.
People you don't know are not out there plotting against you. They have no reason to and it does not make any sense. So why would it happen?