Delurking and Question.

After lurking for a while, I am going to post. And I am sorta embrassed because of all the times I try wording it, it comes out sounding so...dorky.

I don't know where to post this so this also looks like it might be the best place.

To start off the story, I shall say some of my disorders. Because I can see what may cause some things to happen. I have Depression w/ psychotic features and OCD. I would tell my psychologist this, except he quit and I do not want to go back to see another because he was the second one I had that quit. (Number of counslers I have ever had: 2)

Sometimes, like during the day, late at night, ect... I get this odd pressure like feeling in the frontal part of my head (like around the forehead) and I figured out whenever I talk to a puppet I have (it has to be the puppet) it started to get less intense. So, I kept on talking to it, over and over. Now lately, whenever I talk to it, a voice inside of my head speaks in response (sometimes the response comes out of my mouth without me thinking it). Usally, the voices just seem to like throwing out stuff that I can't remember/is really odd. So, naturally this is creeping me out some and I have tried to stop talking to the puppet, but the pressure seems to get more intense. So I talk, the voice responds. Does anyone understand what I mean? If so, help?

*still feels dorky*

this reminds me of a cartoon series called "Salad Fingers" in which the main character talks to puppets whom he thinks are real when they are not and in some cases even himself. i don't know a whole lot about this but, what is this puppet? does it have a name? how long have you had it? did you figure this out on your own? it's too bad your psychologist quit but if this gets worse you need to seek help again.

This puppet is a old 'Hello Kitty' hand puppet with it's bow removed. I don't have a name for her and I have had her around 6 years. I figured it out on my own because I knew there was something wonky going on.