hi again

hey i know i said i wouldnt post for a while because i was low on energy and feeling very depressed. this is all true and its pretty bad now but i just need to vent i guess. i feel like im always shafted. the only motivation i have to finish my 5 days of school a week is that the weekends coming but lately i havnt been seeing much of my friends because they are all on the rugby team, and instead of us all hanging out together, they go to these rugby parties where only rugby team members are invited. i have some friends who arnt on the team, and a couple of them are free tonight but they arnt like...my good friends...i dont enjoy spending friday nights with them only. and seems like tonight has turned into another one of those nights. theres rugby barbeque and im not invited. i think im just gunna take 4 or 5 sleeping pills so that i can sleep through the night, instead of pacing around my house in pain.

4 or 5 sleeping pills? Isn't that a bit much? I've never taken them before, but that sounds like too many.

I'm really sorry that you've been depressed lately!!

I know how it feel sto be left out. it happens to me a lot. I'll be sitting at a table with some people at church, and they're all talking about where they're going and how much fun it's going to be, and not only am I left out of the conversation, but I also get to sit and listen to how much fun they're going to have, yet I'm not invited. I'm really sorry that you're feeling left out Heather. Any time you need a friend, I'm here for you. I know it's not the same as having one in person, but sometimes I can help a little.

invayne,

Good to hear from you again! I"m sorry you are dealing w/ depression again. Maybe we can cheer you up

I kind of have to go along with element...I think4-5 sleepng pills is a bit over the recommended dose.

Take Care...
kathy