Getting Organizized.

Hahaha yes, that does seem to be easy enough, and I've gotten it a lot from people in whom I've sought counsel. But what to do with all of my thoughts? Maybe all I need is another person to be completely open and honest with to bounce idea's and thoughts back and forth with? So then insight and action can take the place of self-critical thoughts. With every post on this forum I feel a little pressure released. This is probably very healthy. Making constructive, intelligent conversation about crazy things and the human condition. This could become a positive addiction.

Stanley… The more I read you the more I am becoming convinced that you need to check up on Aspergers.

You know, it's funny you mention that. That was the first condition that ever rang as a possibility to me. Unfortunately, Asperger's doesn't account for the intense manic episodes, which lately have only been increasingly in severity, so it's either something else or that coupled with something else. I need to see a professional, but have no financial capability to or will for at least another year. Thank you all for your opinions.

aspergers coupled with Bipolar... happens.