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I think I would be a serial killer

Postby braonhaboob » Thu May 18, 2017 2:31 pm

So I am not really sure where to post this. I think if it were not for my exceptional self control I would kill people and I wouldn't care.

I have been hurt by 2 people in my life very very bad. I have grown to loath / hate the human species ( I say species because I think of people as nothing more that living walking viruses who are lower scum than the ant on the ground )

If I had the ability to snap my finger and make ever atom in peoples bodies explode I would have done that to countless people who have wronged me in the past. I have for 15 years hated people with every fiber of my being. I don't care who you are and you can try and talk sense into me I think I am actually thinking perfectly clear. People are @#$% ! Plain and simple with no argument.

So a couple days ago I was picking at something on my neck ( I think a mole ) It bled a lot and I had blood on both my hands and all my fingers. I sat there playing/staring at the blood for about 15 minutes because I thought it was so cool . It was kind of exciting me.

I think as it stands now I could kill someone and not feel any remorse or regret but I would never do that. I have too much self control nor do I really have a want to do such things. I do however think if maybe a couple wires were wired wrong in my brain I would have not been able to control myself.
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Re: I think I would be a serial killer

Postby Midwinter » Fri May 19, 2017 6:45 am

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Re: I think I would be a serial killer

Postby dichrom » Fri May 19, 2017 12:36 pm

braonhaboob wrote:I think as it stands now I could kill someone and not feel any remorse or regret but I would never do that. I have too much self control nor do I really have a want to do such things. I do however think if maybe a couple wires were wired wrong in my brain I would have not been able to control myself.


I don't know if I would call you a would be-serial killer, per say. Serial killers want to kill, their hearts are burning inside, it's not a "I have too much self control nor do I really have a want to do such things" type of thing. Although your dispensation towards death is not normal, it doesn't sound like you meet the criteria yet (and I recommend you try not to).

I have been hurt by 2 people in my life very very bad.


If it's alright to ask, who were the people who hurt you?

I have grown to loath / hate the human species ( I say species because I think of people as nothing more that living walking viruses who are lower scum than the ant on the ground )


Is there anyone in your life you could say you care about at all?
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Re: I think I would be a serial killer

Postby eterea107 » Fri May 19, 2017 12:58 pm

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