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What is knocking on my door?

Postby Willsor » Fri Feb 10, 2017 11:30 pm

First, let me start by saying I am sorry if this is the wrong place as I am not quite sure where to put questions like these

I am in need in identifying something though it may not even be an illness as while it isn't beneficial or positive it isn't harmful or negative either. It doesn't hinder me from living my life or making it harder, it is just there. I will try to explain it as best as possible.

My memories start with something different, as a child it was a feeling, an idea but those words are not quite right. It was as if something was always there with me but it was so weak I would never care to ask myself what it was.

The idea, it grew as I grew and as it grew I started to wonder what it was but I could never find any answer. It was as if the answer was just close enough for me to grab it but whenever I tried it would slip through my fingers and I would try again and again however I could not grasp it. I decided to wait, bide my time, as it was something that I would always be aware of I would know when the right time to finding the answers that I seek but such a time has over the years not come.

My gut tells me it is something I need to figure out because it is apart of me and not knowing a part of myself is just wrong, though the word "wrong" is to strong a word for what I feel.

Do you know what is knocking on my door?
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Re: What is knocking on my door?

Postby JasonD » Sat Feb 11, 2017 3:06 pm

Does it have something to do with striving for more Willsor?
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Re: What is knocking on my door?

Postby Willsor » Sun Feb 12, 2017 1:32 am

Well I am striving for more but that is another feeling entirely.

Thank you though for posting and trying to help = )
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Re: What is knocking on my door?

Postby atina » Sun Feb 12, 2017 2:42 am

Dear Willsor:

Did you have any feeling toward or about that something that was with you, throughout your life?

Was that something with you at all times or when you were scared only? Or when alone, or at night?

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Re: What is knocking on my door?

Postby sunshineNrainbows » Sun Feb 12, 2017 3:39 am

Maybe it's just life knocking and its knocking with all its mysteries.
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Re: What is knocking on my door?

Postby Willsor » Sun Feb 12, 2017 7:06 am

@atina throughout my life, sometimes less and sometimes more
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