Geneva wrote:I can not feel loved because no one every loved me. My mom pushed me out and ran off so, yes I don't feel very special at all. There is no such thing any way. "I love you" is just three stinking words with little to no real meaning to me. When I tell some one I love them I do feel that love. When they say it, it is a lie
I felt the pain in your words, but at least the good part is you understand what
love is. It seems more like a lack of trust issue...sometimes it's easier to assume that something so beautiful as love (but also so risky)...it's easier to assume that love is a lie rather than to get badly hurt...is that accurate?
I'm sorry for what you went through. My impulse is to change it if I could, but I don't know how to. And anyway maybe that's wrong, because it is your life and something precious lies within your suffering, and I might just divert you from your path.
It's within your power and your sovereignty as a unique human being to find that out.
Be tolerant of others, but true to yourself. In supporting you, I try to offer common sense. PM me if you need to.
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