I'm assuming that you are a teen or young adult, and thus need your mother to help set up an appointment with a therapist or doctor. If this is the case, is there a possibility that you could seek help from a counselor in your school or college? They might be able to help get you contact with a therapy service, or perhaps be willing to help talk with your mother about it, thus showing it's more of a serious problem than she believes.
I'm sorry that you've been suffering with this anxiety all this time and not have had any proper support. You can keep posting and talking here if you need to as we can listen and support you. But it is important to try to get in touch with a professional, though.
Dx: Bipolar Disorder Type II; Avoidant Personality Disorder.
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