Oh yeah, I remember reading about this...The Minnesota Multiphasic Personality Inventory.
Here's a lazy link (Wikipedia):http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Minnesota_ ... cal_scales
Scroll up for history; scroll down for criticism of MMPI.
It makes an effort to measure personality. Personally, I think the test is a load of #######4, since it doesn't measure what it intends to.
Here's a short explanation of the scales in layman's terms:http://psychology.about.com/od/psycholo ... mmpi_2.htm
So, congratulations. Based on your Scale 5 masculinity/femininity score, you're probably educated, somewhat rich, and male...as if I couldn't figure that out by reading your post.
In reality, it says very little about any gay tendencies you may have.
Don't let the results of a test decide your life for you.
That said, I'm sorry that your social surroundings make it difficult for you to lead the life you want. If it's that important to you, you could make the somewhat extreme step of moving to a different country.
Here's something I've learned over time (I'm a bisexual female engaged to a man): If you act like it's a non-issue, others will be more likely to treat it like a non-issue, too. But if you instead focus on it and become increasingly uncomfortable with it, then it's likely to rub off on others, too.
Hang in there. If anything, this forum is a safe place to discuss your concerns.
Do not take my advice or anyone else's before talking to your doctor/counselor/other professional. Depending on where you live, you may be able to find free, confidential care. Most importantly, sometimes your shrink can be wrong. Get a second opinion.
If I don't respond to a thread and there's an issue--PM me.