My story..I didn't start gambling until my mid forties...about 3 years now. I didn't even like gambling the 1st time I tried it for fun. I'm a responsible business owner mom to 3 children I have an extremely hard working husband who earns a very good living for our family. We have a child University. etc...I have got us so far in debt playing slot machines and then came the 1st confession 44 000 worth to my husband, He was very angry but excepted it ..chalked it up to kids leaving him being occupied with work etc mid life crisis if you will. Since the confession I moved on to online gambling the 1st year I was actually up about 12000 but hubby was still giving in letting me go to the occasional casino outing like 5 times over the year ..but I lost like a manic those 5 times prob over 3000 each visit. He took me to Vegas the trip was free...except I dropped 7500 while I was there. ..Hubby had no idea. We make over 200 000 per year and owe $150 000 in unsecured debt plus our mortgage and car loan... We have good credit and I'm making payments but hubby does not know the extent we have about 35 000 more debt then he is aware of. I'm of course desperately trying to win online and everyday I tell myself no more. ..but I seem to go back. I guess I just want to win enough to take some of the debt off before he finds out. .crazy I know this. The lies and hiding things...To top things off they just opened a brand new casino in my city..I use to have to drive over an hour to get to one. ..I'm running out of credit room too..its getting bad. We are going on a family cruise next month and we should not be going at all...I need to stop..but If I give up trying I feel like then I have to except the debt where it stands.. and that's scary. How do I stop the madness? Has anyone else climbed out of a debt hole this deep??
Thanks for reading.