Thanks a lot for the awesome site Xvall...but I have already tried using diphenhydramine for its deliriant effects twice. Everyone took too long to post replies on this
. The second time I just chugged the little bottle and it was great. I haven't done it since because I care about my liver but if I have another depressive episode I probably will. Most likely, I'll have a big one in the summer and hopefully I'll have enough money to load up on the stuff. I wanna try hydrocodone too...but with out the acetominophen and stuff. Maybe I'll die of liver failure by the end of the summer. Who knows?
Well, I can't stop you, but you should keep in mind the risks. Liver failure can be a painful thing and if you are looking for substances that will give you an enjoyable high there are other that are probably a lot less dangerous and more satisfying. I probably shouldn't suggest substituting one addiction for another (if you're even addicted) but diphenhydramine is generally regarded as a bad choice for recreational drug use.
Why do you take Benadryl to sleep? There are better drugs to facilitate sleep that won't give you a headache or hangover.
Benadryl is the one that I'm the most used to, afford the cheapest, and works best for me at this point. I've tried Melatonin and Valerian Root and while both of them make my sleep a lot more natural and efficient they usually just don't feel strong enough for me, and I rarely have any. I know where to obtain diphenhydramine quite easilly in bulk, however.
You weight 107 pounds?! Do you have an eating disorder? I don't think I've ever known any adult who weighed that little, and certainly not a man.
People would probably say I have an eating disorder but I don't intentionally go out of my way not to eat. In general I'm just not very hungry (diphenhydramine always kills my appetite, as does the DXM in cough syrup, so maybe this has something to do with it); I never force myself to vomit, or neglect eating for days. I only eat when I'm hungry, which is maybe once or twice a day, and I just can't seem to eat much and rarely finish a meal in its entirely or make sure to eat something small. I'm pretty short, though. I'm definitely underweight but not too much so because of my height. I have a terrible diet and I've already resigned to the fact that I'm going to die younger than I have to, but I think I'm ok with that for now. Maybe if I start feeling physically ill I'll have more enthusiasm to change my diet.
11:18 am, Greenwich Mean Time, December 21, 2012 AD.