I was just, you know, texting my friend. 5 minutes into texting her, I suddenly feel...off, and eventually dissociated and started lowkey hallucinating (atpyical hallucinations).
And then I hear that twisted voice in the back of my head and from there, it was hell fire essentially.
Ithe, my homicidal and abusive alter began to take control. At first she was just in the background, putting her hands over my mouth so I couldn't speak. Although, after 10 minutes, she had nearly full control.
She put on music that would give her power - aka music that normally triggered her to make some sort of appearance. I tried so hard to keep control, but in the end, I just couldn't.
She then proceeded to start choking me and biting my hands to the point where they nearly broke skin (thank god for the human brain's ability to basically prevent itself from biting off the body's fingers). She started talking to my friends and pretending to be me, reassuring them in an attempt to get them away. It was also the only way I'd let her talk to them.
There were so many times she called me a "f*cking pathetic piece of sh*t who deserves to have all their limbs torn off" or "all their fingers broken." She nearly walked me straight into oncoming traffic.
She also found the scissors, so I think you can imagine what she did.
I just fear for my life whenever she gains control like that. If it weren't for my friends, she's probably have either killed me or landed me in the ER.
What do I do? I'm afraid no one will believe me and think I faked the whole thing. I also don't want to be hospitalized because I have my AP exam soon...Although, I really think I need to be.