nothing to do?

small tw for drugs

hey. I'm Macey, I'm new.
my problem is that I've got nothing to do while I'm out. the first things that come into my mind when I think of "something to do" are smoking ciggies and weed, but no-one's letting me do that now. I need my own friends (the others' friends are alright but not my kind of people), but ###$ me if I know how to make them. and I need hobbies, but I have no idea what interests me. not video games, not any of the shows the others watch, probably not art or music either. I'm stuck.
anyone have suggestions of any sort?

I like math and designing things. I also read nih reports when bored. Much more fun than fantasy fiction or stuff like that. More magical!!!

Are you allowed to cook? Cleaning can be fun if you think how happy others will be with you?!

If you don't like music have you tried industrial noise? Throbbing Gristle, and Flux of Pink Indians are two good ones.


Are you better with things that are loose and easy, or intricate and detailed?

I'm definitely loose and easy
- Macey

hm i watch movies, read, do art, and I use forums as far as socializing and am trying to write, and my husband recently said for me to journal to help me stop forgetting things.
how long have you had this issue of not knowing what to do? Could it be a phase?